I am also an older Mom, and I have also suffered with infertility for years and in fact I still am. I had my daughter when I was 38 and I am now 41, anyway don't ever blame yourself. Trust me I understand where you are coming from. I'm sure we all have said "Did I eat the wrong things?" Or "Did I do something wrong" in our pregnancies but I learned through the years we can't think like that. However I would LOVE for researchers to come up with more information on what does truly cause hemangiomas. I truly am anxious to know. Maybe some day. Anyway feel free to check out my blog and if you need someone to talk to I am here.
Deep hemangioma on left eyebrow towards nose
Started propanolol Feb. 11th, 2010
Off of propanolol aprox. June 2011
Takes 3 doses per day at 1.3ml
2nd Weaning of prop. not a success back on it March 22. Only one dose of 1.3ml now Baby girl is 19 months old
Did Timolol gel for awhile, stopped, & back on - 4 years old.