I'd really like you to find what you're good at and be confident, too. Because I know you're a warm, smart, caring person and I wish you'd find a niche where you were happy. You know, where your environment matched your insides. I can see that you would be a good first responder, simply because I think your instinct is to drop everything and go help someone else.
Kids: School's out here for a couple more weeks and I've seen a few that I'd like to back over with the car too.
Hang in there! Drop me a line soon if you feel like talking more!